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It's been a wild ride. Right before my eyes I'm living out new parts of me that I'd never thought I'd want to experience. Some days I feel like I've lost the community I had before I left. Maybe I abandoned ship and that's just the way the tides ride. I'm seeing a different angle of the kaleidescope and I kind of like what I see. The colors work, they sparkle and twinkle just right. Yeah, it's just right. I wonder just how many of these huge life changes I'll encounter in my life, and just how much each experience will change me, how it will make me tick differently. Hell, it's not even about finding oneself anymore. It's about shape shifting, drifting like a sand through an hour glass. The important things I've held onto. The friends that hold me up, the joy of living each day with new breath, the love.