Note to Self (GA, Izzie/Addison)
Title: Note to Self
Written for: The Grey's Anatomy Porn Battle
Prompt: Addison/Izzie, certain danger
Rating: NC-17
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Addison doesn't do this. Doesn't have sex in public places (the thought of a stranger finding out what she looks like when she's about to climax is rather unsettling), doesn't have sex with interns (even if all the other attendings have thrown that rule out the window). She just *doesn't*. And yet here she is in the on-call room, hand down the front of Izzie's pants, two fingers pressing against the damp spot in her cotton underwear.
She wishes there were complicated reasons for her risks, or even reasons she didn't understand. But her motivation is simple; it's the same desire that made her stay with Mark after Derek left without a word: Addison needs to feel wanted.
And with Izzie comes the same questions she had about Mark. Is this really about love? Sex? Wanting something you're not supposed to have?
She hasn't decided what the truth is about Izzie. Or Mark, for that matter, but Izzie is what matters now. She is the present, the hips arching against her hand, the wetness pressing against her fingertips. And maybe she is the new mistake or the person who can finally convince her to give up on her husband. Or perhaps she is something in-between, both a pleasant distraction and a wake-up call.
What scares Addison the most is the idea that, after this affair between them is over, nothing will have changed.
Addison feels Izzie's breath against her cheek as she slips her hand underneath Izzie's panties. Feels it quicken as Izzie's gasps turn to moans. She covers Izzie's mouth with her own as she finds her clit. It's not hard to get her off when she's like this, excited by the very idea of sex, but it still feels like a victory when Izzie comes around her fingers. Addison licks the taste from her skin and waits for someone to open the door. For Izzie to make a demand of her. For anything that isn't just the requisite kiss and adjustment of clothes.
Change will have to wait for another day.
END
Written for: The Grey's Anatomy Porn Battle
Prompt: Addison/Izzie, certain danger
Rating: NC-17
*
Addison doesn't do this. Doesn't have sex in public places (the thought of a stranger finding out what she looks like when she's about to climax is rather unsettling), doesn't have sex with interns (even if all the other attendings have thrown that rule out the window). She just *doesn't*. And yet here she is in the on-call room, hand down the front of Izzie's pants, two fingers pressing against the damp spot in her cotton underwear.
She wishes there were complicated reasons for her risks, or even reasons she didn't understand. But her motivation is simple; it's the same desire that made her stay with Mark after Derek left without a word: Addison needs to feel wanted.
And with Izzie comes the same questions she had about Mark. Is this really about love? Sex? Wanting something you're not supposed to have?
She hasn't decided what the truth is about Izzie. Or Mark, for that matter, but Izzie is what matters now. She is the present, the hips arching against her hand, the wetness pressing against her fingertips. And maybe she is the new mistake or the person who can finally convince her to give up on her husband. Or perhaps she is something in-between, both a pleasant distraction and a wake-up call.
What scares Addison the most is the idea that, after this affair between them is over, nothing will have changed.
Addison feels Izzie's breath against her cheek as she slips her hand underneath Izzie's panties. Feels it quicken as Izzie's gasps turn to moans. She covers Izzie's mouth with her own as she finds her clit. It's not hard to get her off when she's like this, excited by the very idea of sex, but it still feels like a victory when Izzie comes around her fingers. Addison licks the taste from her skin and waits for someone to open the door. For Izzie to make a demand of her. For anything that isn't just the requisite kiss and adjustment of clothes.
Change will have to wait for another day.
END