Jan 14, 2007 23:19
it's harder to leave this time because i've got less of an opportunity to start over. i'm in a routine again and it involves being more intelligent and less fun. i'm going to promise myself i'll start over again and find the happy balance but that goddamn devil on my shoulder is whispering that it's going to be the same.
sigh. opportunity, present yourself!
and fuck the met for requiring three years of college before an internship.
on the other hand, i had my first piece of real bread today in four months... and i haven't really been missing much. the ice cream was more than heaven, though.