HOLY CRAP..A POST.

[michelle_lpfan1]

OMG. IM ACTUALLY POSTING AFTER LIKE 3 MONTHS OF ABANDONING MY LJ. NOTHING REALLY NEW WITH ME. SAME OLD SAME OLD. I HAD A CRAPPY HALLOWEEN BECAUSE OF THE HURRICANE THAT RIPPED THRU MY GREAT STATE...BUT I'LL TRY TO MAKE UP FOR IT NEXT YEAR. THANKSGIVING WAS SAME OLD SAME OLD. I SAW MY COUSIN NEMO FOR THE 1ST TIME IN LIKE A YEAR AND HALF. AND YES, YOU READ CORRECTLY..HIS NAME IS NEMO. HE'S REALLY COOL THOUGH. SCHOOL HAS BEEN OKAY I GUESS. I'VE MET ALOT OF NEW PPL..DUH! AND HAD SOME FUN EXPERIENCES. I'VE HAD BAD ONES TOO. MY GRADES ARE OKAY..I STILL SUCK AT MATH. I'M JUST A LITTLE WORRIED ABOUT HOW I DID ON MY MIDTERM EXAMS. IT HINK I FAILED BIO, MATH, AND FRENCH. IF I DID..WELL NO MORE MUSIC, COMPUTER, TELEVISION, GOING OUT (WHICH I NEVER DO ANYWAY) AND NO ANYTHING ELSE. WHICH REALLY SUCKS BALLS. I WISH I WAS THE KIDS WHO DON'T WORRY ABOUT SCHOOL AND JUST ENJOY THEIR LIFE. I'M FUCKING PETRIFIED AT THE THOUGHT OF HAVING WORKED HARD MY WHOLE LIFE AND MISSING OUT ON ALL THE FUN THINGS JUST SO I COULD END UP AT A JOB I HATE AND HAVE A MISERABLE LIFE. I'M SURE IT WON'T BE THAT BAD..BUT I STILL THINK ABOUT IT SOMETIMES. I JUST NEED TO GET OUT AND HAVE FUN..AND IT REALLY ISN'T THAT I STUDY ALOT OR ANYTHING. I JUST STUDY A GOOD FAIR AMOUNT, BUT I SPEND THE REST OF MY DAYS WORRYING ABOUT MY FUTURE, WHETHER I'LL BE SUCCESSFUL OR A BIG FAT FAILURE. WHATEVER...
THAT'S WHY I'M GLAD WHEN I CAN GET MY MIND OFF THINGS LIKE SCHOOL WITH MARATHONS OF MONTY PYHTON ON BBC..LIKE THE ONE THAT'S GONNA AIR THIS SATURDAY. OH YEAH! I CAN'T WAIT. WELL YEAH..THAT'S PRETTY MUCH IT. OH, CHIRSTMAS WAS COOL..I GOT ALOT OF VINYLS AND CASH. AND I'LL BE GETTING A NEW DRUMSET FOR MY BIRTHDAY.
SO I GUESS I'M DOING JUST FINE.