i think i am going to die soon
well alot has happen since the last time i updated the last time.i went to a kidrock consert last friday it was great.well i came home didnt do much.well today i went to my dads where i had been staying everything was cool for about 10mins. then i was joking with my friend that is also staying with my dad cuase she has no were else to go.and then his girlfrind started bitching at me and we started fighting and my dad was mad and we all started argeeing and i asked him if he had to pick me or his girlfrined who would he pick and he said her so i said fine i packed my shit and moved back to my moms.i havent talked to payman much latly.sometimes i just think it would be better if i were dead.maybe everyone would stop fighting and maybe ever one would be happy.well i will update again later.