why is he okay but im not?

Feb 23, 2005 23:34

i have had a bad friggin night. i just feel so left out at work when andrews not there. and im REALLY scared. hes going into the army and every time i think about it just wanna cry. even though me and kevin went out for over a year, and me and andrew never really WENT OUT, we just had a thing, andrews the one ill never forget. i mean i wont forget kevin cuz he was much older and of different circumstance, but andrew? i dont know.. hes just the only guy i ever really CLICKED with.. he was just different. he still is.. and yeah, i miss him.. and the fact that hes leaving 3 days after my bday just makes me so sad. ugh i dunno.

ok so i broke up with blaine.. and he keeps texting me and telling me he doesnt wanna break up with me and that he just wants me to be there and help him with everything and i just dont know what to do.

im crying. and its not blaine.
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