Jan 10, 2006 23:20
Soo i'm here feeling like crap nothing can possibly go right for me right now, and i dunno how but i keep digging myself into this hole. And bigger and bigger it gets...
I guess i can talk about my last weekend of the christmas break cause that was the last good memory i have, soo its only been 3 days since i last had fun but whatever it still feels like i've been down in this dumpy pile of life for ages...
So on saturday, the she devil invited me to go to the science centre, and i needed to leave the house so i agreed, and if was really fun, i hadn;t had that much fun with her in a really really long time... i was surprised. But after the science centre we went to yorkdale and ate and got a call from one of my friends...i dragged her along and found, my friend...the gay//bi//whatever he is with his bf and the whole gay//straight alliance club at our school...so we went to swiss chalet and i was still having a kind of good time with her considering our current situation, but after it all it ended for the better, we bussed it to her stop she got off and went home, me and a few friends came to my house and that was the night...
And this brings me to today, feelin like crap, still chillin in the dumps, i see the she devil, and after a while of her kookiness i cracked a smile for the first time in a bout 3 days, this was short lived however when something from our past came up and she got upset, which made me get even more upset and yea here i am now pretty messed up and feelin like crap...
Thats all i can write at the moment hopefully things will work themselves out soon...
Laterdays,