Oct 02, 2009 17:39
babies. a lot of people i know are reproducing like there ain't nothin' better to do. (let's leave the question of whether they ought to or not to another time. kidding.)
in an earlier, more innocent time, i would have expected to be, at this time, just minutes past 30, on the cusp of babymaking. i might have even been pregnant by now. if that had happened, do you think i would have found more people who were amenable to the name 'Atticus'?
(because it suggests honor, dignity, cerebral fortitude... my kind of kiddo)
but here i am, unmarried, unbabied, unhouse-owned, untethered in a way to anything a conventional 30-year old in Sugar Land or Houston, TX could be or should be doing.. tethering...
but i feel loved, i'm having a good time, and i'm learning a lot, and that's what counts. i guess it's tolerable if the ground is always moving. that's when drinking helps.