Tata for now!

Jul 18, 2005 08:48

Today I am off to New York! Bye bye Naples, Florida! I have so many feels towards this trip!
i'M FRIGHTENED to death by this plane ride, the chance of my luggage getting lost, and what the plane altitude/terbulance will do to me. I haven't been on a plane in years!...but that also makes me excited about it in some weird way. I'm really anxious to get there, be away from home, and see all my family. But at the same time I am nervious about being away from home for a week by myself up there...I've done it before...but not in so long...and I've grown to be a more paranoid person since then. I'm going to miss my parents and sister. I mean...my mother keeps me together...without her...I would be a lost child! But that doesn't bother me too much. I'm also nervious I'm going to get there and not have as much fun as I think. Selfish? Maybe...but I have had some bad experiences up there. I also am excited for the trip to be over...why? I do not know exactly. Maybe I'm just anxious for Jeremy's return. He comes back in exactly 14 days from now...I'd rather say 14days then 2 weeks....maybe because...even though 2 is smaller than 14...days seems so much shorter to me. Anyway...I'll have some internet access up there so I won't be completely detached. Am I ever? SAd...I need a life...badly! lol And I have my cell phone too...no big deal. Well my flight is at 7:30pm...hopefully nothing will go wroung and I'm delayed for like 5 hours. I'll be leaving around...um...5ish for the airport and start the waiting period of bordum. I have traveling days...I used to love them...but after all what's going on in the world today...they are just a nessisary pain in the ass. Untill then I'm off to the post office to mail this package to Israel! Laterz! I'm going to miss you guys!
P.S sTEPH- tell me how the Harry Potter book is...I trust you'll be done by the time I get home.
Lauren- Don't go nuts.
Joey- Call me if anything. I have my cellular!
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