hmm..
I've been thinking about this little incident and relized, I need to deal with this and not keep it to myself.-So read this and tell the Colrguard instructors and EVERYONE else so that they can know how I feel. (sarcastically speaking, you dumbass) And writing in this journal helps me deal with things a lot better. So I'm going to post this conversation I had with Katelynn about it. (Conversation edited-to get my point across) Tell me what you think I should do.
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: well i'm upset becuz i was frustrated with colorguard and the band director asked me if i wanted to quit, so i decided that i'm not going to take it and not perform.. but i'm upset about it
Black Rose 207x: :-\
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: so i'm going to go to the counselors tommarow and change my guard class to art
Black Rose 207x: why were you frustrated
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: becuz the instructors taught everyone at a fast pace. i need to go at my own pace becuz i'm a slow learner but she just kept moving on and i was getting really mad
Black Rose 207x: wow.
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: and i wasn't good at the work and wanted to quit but i kept working at it but oviously i'm not good or fast enough for the "first movement"
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: i was pissed
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: i was just like forget this
Black Rose 207x: yeah..thats pretty gay
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: yeah
Black Rose 207x: good
Black Rose 207x: you shouldnt have to take that
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: yeah, it sucks though cuz i really wanted that class- i was actually participating in something
Black Rose 207x: yeah..i know what ya mean..
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: i was also mad becuz the guard instructors were talking about me to the band director about how i didn't seem interested and was frustrated. but it got me even more mad when the band director told me that a student told her that i said i didn't like band camp in my online journal. which means someone in band-i think it was ______ so she was reading my journal and told the guard instructors or the band director all the shit in my journal about how i want to quit, etc..
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: i'm pissed
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: the drama goes on and on
Black Rose 207x: omfg
Black Rose 207x: what a bitch!!!!
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: yeah!!!
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: dude i'm so ticked!
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: my neighbor, who wanted me to join guard from the start said that i should still take the class and learn the movements and stuff so that i can shove it in their face because they thought i couldn't learn it
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: but thats even more drama
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: what do you think i should do
Black Rose 207x: hmm..
Black Rose 207x: well if it stresses you out..quit
Black Rose 207x: but if you really want to do it..and think you'll be able to learn more if you keep trying..stay in it
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: yah, i think it might be too stressful
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: thanks
Black Rose 207x: n/p
So, for the person who caused all this, you can print this journal entry and shove it up your ass.
Please comment
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: well i'm upset becuz i was frustrated with colorguard and the band director asked me if i wanted to quit, so i decided that i'm not going to take it and not perform.. but i'm upset about it
Black Rose 207x: :-\
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: so i'm going to go to the counselors tommarow and change my guard class to art
Black Rose 207x: why were you frustrated
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: becuz the instructors taught everyone at a fast pace. i need to go at my own pace becuz i'm a slow learner but she just kept moving on and i was getting really mad
Black Rose 207x: wow.
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: and i wasn't good at the work and wanted to quit but i kept working at it but oviously i'm not good or fast enough for the "first movement"
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: i was pissed
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: i was just like forget this
Black Rose 207x: yeah..thats pretty gay
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: yeah
Black Rose 207x: good
Black Rose 207x: you shouldnt have to take that
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: yeah, it sucks though cuz i really wanted that class- i was actually participating in something
Black Rose 207x: yeah..i know what ya mean..
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: i was also mad becuz the guard instructors were talking about me to the band director about how i didn't seem interested and was frustrated. but it got me even more mad when the band director told me that a student told her that i said i didn't like band camp in my online journal. which means someone in band-i think it was ______ so she was reading my journal and told the guard instructors or the band director all the shit in my journal about how i want to quit, etc..
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: i'm pissed
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: the drama goes on and on
Black Rose 207x: omfg
Black Rose 207x: what a bitch!!!!
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: yeah!!!
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: dude i'm so ticked!
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: my neighbor, who wanted me to join guard from the start said that i should still take the class and learn the movements and stuff so that i can shove it in their face because they thought i couldn't learn it
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: but thats even more drama
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: what do you think i should do
Black Rose 207x: hmm..
Black Rose 207x: well if it stresses you out..quit
Black Rose 207x: but if you really want to do it..and think you'll be able to learn more if you keep trying..stay in it
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: yah, i think it might be too stressful
Im2Sxy4UKissMyAz: thanks
Black Rose 207x: n/p
So, for the person who caused all this, you can print this journal entry and shove it up your ass.
Please comment