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I talked to Britt today.. must say it went rather well, compaired to how she thought it would go.
It's great to know that Britt and I can once again be friends, because in the beginning, that's what we were. We were sort of friends. We were just getting to know each other, and then things went south, and we parted ways on not so good terms and I even had her in my journal a few times bitching me out for this or for that..
I have this theory. Life's too short, even when it's lived to it's fullest, to go on harboring feelings of hate and resentment towards anyone that's treated me fouly, so it's taken a while for me to do, but I've learned to let things roll off my back, and I've learned to forgive them after it's happened. You never know when it's going to be your time to go, so why even think about going hating someone? I know I don't want to.
And besides, I know I may not go to church every sunday, but I do believe that there is a God, and that he did give his only begotten son, to die for our sins, so that he could forgive us for them over and over again, and so that maybe one day when we die, we may go to heaven. If he can be that loving, as to give up his son, to die for us, what right do I have to hate someone, and not forgive them for the things they've done to me?
It's taken me a long time to get to the point where I am, the point where I'm fine with who I am now, because you people may say things about me, and you may think things about me, but I don't care anymore.. I shrug it off. I know who I am. I know my workings inside from out and I know what makes me tick. And if you want to judge me, without even knowing me, then so be it, you probably won't be given the chance to get to know me, and that's your own fault, because you've got your mind set onto who you think I am, that you don't want to get to know me.
One thing that everyone's got to understand is that yes, people do make mistakes in thier lives, but the thing is, they learn to learn from those mistakes. I have learned, and I've learned to live with what I've done in the past, and that's exactly where it is.. in the past. No one can live constantly in the past, we learn from the things, and then we put it behind us, so I can't see why everyone else can't put MY past behind them, especially when it's really none of thier concern. That's just how I feel.
Now.. now that that's out of the way. I have a little gif from me doing the AOL Inside concert thingie.. -laughs- and I'm going to cut text it, so I dont' make your friends pages take forever and a day to load.. but if you click to comment to this.. or you click the cut text.. you're going to have to wait for it to load. And I'd just like to state that it stands true to the fact that.. I can't dance...
Thank you all for your time in listening to this rant.. have a nice day... ps.. BRITT.. YOU FUCKING ROCK!
It's great to know that Britt and I can once again be friends, because in the beginning, that's what we were. We were sort of friends. We were just getting to know each other, and then things went south, and we parted ways on not so good terms and I even had her in my journal a few times bitching me out for this or for that..
I have this theory. Life's too short, even when it's lived to it's fullest, to go on harboring feelings of hate and resentment towards anyone that's treated me fouly, so it's taken a while for me to do, but I've learned to let things roll off my back, and I've learned to forgive them after it's happened. You never know when it's going to be your time to go, so why even think about going hating someone? I know I don't want to.
And besides, I know I may not go to church every sunday, but I do believe that there is a God, and that he did give his only begotten son, to die for our sins, so that he could forgive us for them over and over again, and so that maybe one day when we die, we may go to heaven. If he can be that loving, as to give up his son, to die for us, what right do I have to hate someone, and not forgive them for the things they've done to me?
It's taken me a long time to get to the point where I am, the point where I'm fine with who I am now, because you people may say things about me, and you may think things about me, but I don't care anymore.. I shrug it off. I know who I am. I know my workings inside from out and I know what makes me tick. And if you want to judge me, without even knowing me, then so be it, you probably won't be given the chance to get to know me, and that's your own fault, because you've got your mind set onto who you think I am, that you don't want to get to know me.
One thing that everyone's got to understand is that yes, people do make mistakes in thier lives, but the thing is, they learn to learn from those mistakes. I have learned, and I've learned to live with what I've done in the past, and that's exactly where it is.. in the past. No one can live constantly in the past, we learn from the things, and then we put it behind us, so I can't see why everyone else can't put MY past behind them, especially when it's really none of thier concern. That's just how I feel.
Now.. now that that's out of the way. I have a little gif from me doing the AOL Inside concert thingie.. -laughs- and I'm going to cut text it, so I dont' make your friends pages take forever and a day to load.. but if you click to comment to this.. or you click the cut text.. you're going to have to wait for it to load. And I'd just like to state that it stands true to the fact that.. I can't dance...
Thank you all for your time in listening to this rant.. have a nice day... ps.. BRITT.. YOU FUCKING ROCK!