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[michanda_]

journal update ;;;; it's been a kerazy long time

so april vacation wasn't as much as it was thought out to be
but it was a nice break away from school
saw quite a few people i normally don't see and one person i did not want to see..
but anyway, went to the dane cook show over break
AMAZING show. i love that crazy comical man
nothing like big or exciting really happened, i had fun vacation
now all i really have to look forward to is summer! :)

so on another note, my mom thinks i'm a cokehead again
or her exact words were "i think amandas using again."
she got real emotional about it too, saying i "never look her in the eyes anymore" and "i'm different"
she hasn't drug tested me yet, but i have a feeling she will
it'll come up clean except there might be weed cos i did smoke on 4/20 for the occasion
got pulled over by the cops that night too .. that was fun ;)

i've gotta stop fucking up and start buckling down
i need to help the people that need my help.

this weekend i wanna have some good clean fun
maybe bowling? movies? something along those lines
if there are any takers let me know .. i'd like that ..

well that's it for now i guess, if i find something more to say i will