Jun 09, 2006 15:12
Long time no see Livejournal. But you know what this is going to be the last time I leave you for so long.
Everyone has gone back home, back to their families. I am still here Savannah, bored out of my mind. Trying to work and catch up on things that I have neglected throughout the school year for various reasons. I can't wait for everyone to get back to Savannah. I hope that things will be back to normal, whatever normal is. Everyone started to think that Georgia was a bad place, but now I think most of them have determined that maybe Georgia is what they call home now.
I went to get my hair cut (Liberty SIX) and then I was going to lay out in the SUN I thought that some UV rays was what my body might need, but it is to fucking hot outside(SWEAT). I blistered my feet on the roof and it was just unbearable.
I wrote this in my myspace blog and maybe I should post it here. I keep alot of things in my own hand written journal but maybe it is time to get the stuff in my head out for other's to see.
So most people have unanswered questions. Some of them probably will never be answered, while others we hope will be answered shortly. Maybe sometimes they are not the answers we want, but they are answers that can help put their mind at ease. I have had alot of questions lately and I can't seem to communicate them as well as I should. I begin to think that I have them all in order and that I am ready to talk. Then the phone rings, I freeze up, and my mind goes blank. It is not that I don't want this person to hear what I have to say, actually I want this person to know so much about me. It is that I just don't know how to word what I have to say. I have a hard time communicating and I know this. But I am trying to work on it, will you please give me a chance? I think about you everyday and I miss you not being around. I hope that shortly we will begin to know each other more. I am scared that I am going to wait to long and lose the chance that I once had.