get it together
nothing looks right. it's all crap. trivial, childish, meaningless tripe.
why do i always feel this need to be like someone else? why can't i see myself?
i don't want to copy some one. i want to find my own original style.
what is it that i am trying to do? what am i trying to say with my art?
how do i come up with fresh ideas? i see art that speaks to me, and i could replicate those pieces....
but i DON'T want to COPY!! it is so frustrating sometimes i think im going to just lose my fucking mind!!
i think (and hope) that i am done with suhads big ass painting.
gotta call her so she can pick it up and pay me! yay!
MUST CLEAN STUDIO!
and build flat, level painting surface.
why do i always feel this need to be like someone else? why can't i see myself?
i don't want to copy some one. i want to find my own original style.
what is it that i am trying to do? what am i trying to say with my art?
how do i come up with fresh ideas? i see art that speaks to me, and i could replicate those pieces....
but i DON'T want to COPY!! it is so frustrating sometimes i think im going to just lose my fucking mind!!
i think (and hope) that i am done with suhads big ass painting.
gotta call her so she can pick it up and pay me! yay!
MUST CLEAN STUDIO!
and build flat, level painting surface.