Tiffany's Meme of 2010 Resolutions.
I'm going to make 2010 to be an amazing year that will have include decisions that will significantly change my life. As well as a focus on self-improvement.
More than anything I want to be able to make myself happy. I've known intellectually for years that Change and Happiness comes from Within but it is such a counter-cultural idea thats its so hard to really examine it or even know where to start on making yourself happy.
* Get back into Meditating/Deep Breathing every night or at least before I work out. I really learned how to focus briefly in the monastery and I've just been such a on and off dabbling bitch with it.
* Get that career Change going. Really have a concrete plan that is out of the McJobs by the end of February.
* Lose Weight. In the next 60 days I want to get back down to 205 lbs and stay there.
* Run More: By July I want to be able to run 5 miles without puking. By October I want to run a 10k and finish it in decent time.
* Cook more or at least get a blender and make shakes and smoothies and things. So I can eat healthier. (Dear God this list of resolutions is sounding so gay already. "I WANT TO BE THE BESTEST PERSON EVAR! YAY!" I'm going to clean the litter box so I can shake some of this Self-Improvement Masturbation off)
And I'm Back.
* More than Anything else I should finish the Love is Lacking script of better yet write a better one.
* Make a silly youtubeish video or serious video once a month for the next year.
* Save $50 at least every paycheck.
* Escape a defeatist poor-man mentality and Rise like a Phoenix into a new life.
* Attempt to identify more when I'm being Passive Aggressive and then shift gears to be actively aggressive at who/what I'm being Passive at. Yes, I'm making a decision to be more of an active belligerent person. I'm just going to try something different. Screw self improvement!
Happy New Year for 2010 everybody!
More than anything I want to be able to make myself happy. I've known intellectually for years that Change and Happiness comes from Within but it is such a counter-cultural idea thats its so hard to really examine it or even know where to start on making yourself happy.
* Get back into Meditating/Deep Breathing every night or at least before I work out. I really learned how to focus briefly in the monastery and I've just been such a on and off dabbling bitch with it.
* Get that career Change going. Really have a concrete plan that is out of the McJobs by the end of February.
* Lose Weight. In the next 60 days I want to get back down to 205 lbs and stay there.
* Run More: By July I want to be able to run 5 miles without puking. By October I want to run a 10k and finish it in decent time.
* Cook more or at least get a blender and make shakes and smoothies and things. So I can eat healthier. (Dear God this list of resolutions is sounding so gay already. "I WANT TO BE THE BESTEST PERSON EVAR! YAY!" I'm going to clean the litter box so I can shake some of this Self-Improvement Masturbation off)
And I'm Back.
* More than Anything else I should finish the Love is Lacking script of better yet write a better one.
* Make a silly youtubeish video or serious video once a month for the next year.
* Save $50 at least every paycheck.
* Escape a defeatist poor-man mentality and Rise like a Phoenix into a new life.
* Attempt to identify more when I'm being Passive Aggressive and then shift gears to be actively aggressive at who/what I'm being Passive at. Yes, I'm making a decision to be more of an active belligerent person. I'm just going to try something different. Screw self improvement!
Happy New Year for 2010 everybody!