I have been reading an incredible book ... i feel every gay man should read ...
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http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/customer-reviews/1555835066/sr=8-13/qid=1188319437/ref=cm_cr_dp_all_helpful/002-9316937-9615267?ie=UTF8&n=283155&qid=1188319437&sr=8-13#customerReviews)... i am finding it to be so helpful in regards to finding what works and what doesnt work ...
what a crazy week ... it has been so filled with a lot of work and go go go ... at the end of the week i had one of the most honest and open conversations with Chris ... thank god for communication .. it has completely changed my world to be dating someone who is open to talking and being honest about all the inportant things in a relationship ... and yet not wanna drag them in the ground over and over again ...
The start of a new life is good and i see so many good things starting ... on the whole it seems as if I amon the verge of something that is amazing ... i have been looking to starting my buddhism classes again and going to be going to see my girl DAWN in Tampa, FL to see Tori Amos in NOV....
I am finding that i am pretty settled into finding the up beat and positive energy around me and i am enjoying that the days are starting to become better and simple ... i do know that many poeple seem worried about me ... but truthfully i am great and excited to start my newest journeys... i just wanna check in with my frineds ... but when i do they ask if i am ok and that i sound "odd" to them ...
i think 2007 is the best year in my life so far ... so i must be doing something right ...