Jun 11, 2007 12:59
things are going well still ... progresing as they do in the world of michael ... i have been a bit off the past few days ... i keep sleeping immmense hours of time and cant seem to ever feel caught up...
i noticed that customers are getting very very irritable and a bit off the wall... it is rubbing on me a bit ... yet i am chugging my way through ... i am finding i communicate different lately ...
i am finding i have little michael time... all i really want to be honest is a vacation but i used my hours when i moved back to seattle ... i cant afford anything at this moment ... i am worn to all the edges ... but i know it will all eventually pay off...
so i will keep my chin up ... the wierdest thing lately is how many people from my past have come to me in dreams or random thoughts... it is making me feel a bit displaced as well ...
i just want a chance to vacation and honestly i think i deserve it ... but i guess it will happen when the time is right ... sorry to anyone who feels ignored it is very very unintentional... i feel like i barely have time for me ... and moving fomr renton to seattle should help a bit ...
thats it for now ... so i am still steping up ...