happy...finally
I don't know what it really is, but lately things have been going alright. Except the whole I need to get outta here ASAP! Haha, but other than that things are good. My mom's less bitchy, dad's never around so I suppose things are alright with him, I really don't know anymore, and things with Matt are going really well too. Work is going really well too, I'm not wanting to die every morning that I have to wake up and go to work, haha, suppose that's a nice turn-around. But now that things are really getting started with leaving I'm thrilled. It's almost as if I don't care anymore, I mean, what can my parents really do? I'm going to be 20 in 9 days and I want out, so I'm doing it.
Matt's really happy too, I'm so excited for it all, a bit scared, but more excited. He really is the best thing that's ever happened to me. He makes me feel good about myself, and he never puts me down, and when I'm upset and have my freak outs, he's so there even right after I bitch at him for no reason. He's just amazing, and I really couldn't ask for anything more. I love you more than anything in the world sweety! MUAH!
Ok, well enough about that, haha. More news I suppose would be that Laura came home for the rest of the semester, she was having some health problems and decided it was best for her to come home to get better. I'm so glad she's here cuz I def missed her SOOO much. She and Lindsay are my other 1/2s. Haha, yes 3/2s, thats just us! I love those girls like crazy!
I'm def missing Chapel Hill lately, I dunno, guess it's cuz I've been thinking about Alex, and I really miss him. Sometimes when I'm driving I see a kid in a black hooded sweatshirt and shorts and think it's him, but it never is. I guess it's still hard to accept that fact that someone so wonderful could have that happen to them. I just miss him I guess.
Oh well, I really have nothing more to say, my life's boring and dull so get over it, haha. Ciao for now all!
Matt's really happy too, I'm so excited for it all, a bit scared, but more excited. He really is the best thing that's ever happened to me. He makes me feel good about myself, and he never puts me down, and when I'm upset and have my freak outs, he's so there even right after I bitch at him for no reason. He's just amazing, and I really couldn't ask for anything more. I love you more than anything in the world sweety! MUAH!
Ok, well enough about that, haha. More news I suppose would be that Laura came home for the rest of the semester, she was having some health problems and decided it was best for her to come home to get better. I'm so glad she's here cuz I def missed her SOOO much. She and Lindsay are my other 1/2s. Haha, yes 3/2s, thats just us! I love those girls like crazy!
I'm def missing Chapel Hill lately, I dunno, guess it's cuz I've been thinking about Alex, and I really miss him. Sometimes when I'm driving I see a kid in a black hooded sweatshirt and shorts and think it's him, but it never is. I guess it's still hard to accept that fact that someone so wonderful could have that happen to them. I just miss him I guess.
Oh well, I really have nothing more to say, my life's boring and dull so get over it, haha. Ciao for now all!