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why can't i just for ONCE do something better than my sister? just ONCE! but NOOOO! That's not possible! Let me explain...I'm finally starting my career on monday. i finally know what i want to do with my life. I've decided to go into cosmetology, but guess what? my sister always steals all of my thunder because SHE just got accepted into a pretty big school for her nursing. there were tons of applicants for this and they were only taking 30 people. but of COURSE she was accepted. and of course EVERYONE is congratulating her and wishing her luck. i mean, i'm happy for her, sure, but seriously...it just hurts that i can't have any praise for MY accomplishments. i mean, really...what's the big deal about beauty school? thats NOTHING compared what SHE's going for. i really HATE comparing myself with her, but it just hurts. you know? I can't remember a time my mom has told me she's proud of me. and of course she told my sister that. my sister had wrote that she was accepted in a FB status. my mom NEVER comments on people's statuses...EVER. until today when she had posted that. so am i just being a bad sister for not being THAT excited for her? i was excited at first, but now i just keep thinking about it and how it just doesn't matter what i do. ever. nursing is bigger, better career, than a stupid lame stylist. you know? anyways...i could rant on and on and on and on, but that's all for now.