yeah
yeah. things are goin pretty good right now. at least i think they are. polly and I had a "talk" about our relationship the other day. some stuf was said mainly from her to me and actually alot of it hurt but it helped us out. ALOT. or at least i think so. i think we really needed that cuz it felt like we were growin apart or bein disconnected. but now it seems like we're closer than ever. she said she is truly in love with again for like the third time. wtf is that? she fucks with my head so much. shes said in the past but not meant it i guess. watever. but for some reasdon i truly do believe her this time. i guess maybe cuz shes showing a bit more. like last night. wow. last night was awswome. i went out with her, sariah, and robert and drove to alhambra and ate. me and her like clicked agian for the first time in a while. it was really nice. i think we're back. yeah we're good agian thanks to her finally comin out and tellin the truth. it mightve hurt but it made us better. im willing to make changes for her. yeah...