I am feeling alittle strange
Well ok I guess I am just one big jaded fag. But from my grogginess this morning while I was lying in bed yelling for sebbybear to start the coffee I hear from the TV the news about London. And I just lay there in bed thinking Jeez the catholics are blowing up the Protestants again. But then I heard that it was AL-QUAIDA and I just thought Jeez thank GOD NYC is not hosting the big O. And then I just laid there in bed thinking about all the things I need to do today for going to Hillside this weekend, and how the tote bag I sewed last night had to be redone because I did not like the straps. Then I was upset because sebbybear split his pants and had to come back home from work and ended up staying home.
I think I am just a selfish prick sometimes. But now that I sit here I feel kind of sad for all of those Londoners because I know very well what it is like to live in the middle of a war zone. I lived in NYC during 9/11.
I just wish it would all be over. I hate war and violence.
I guess I am not jaded but just desensitized to all this nonsense now. But it is just sick that 30 or 40 people can die from war and now I do not even blink an eye. It is a sad statement but a reality. OK now I feel like an evil prick for even thinking the things that I just wrote..