Wow
It's been a while lj, I have missed you an awful lot.
So I'm not gonna talk much about the doctors, because I don't need to.
I'm ok, i really am, I'm gonna be fine, real fine. And I dont have to go back for weeks :)
There's a lot more that's been going on though, I've managed to somehow fall for someone incredible, as standard, it's complicated. But I have never felt this way for someone, it's been almost two months, and I feel more for her than I have for people that have been around for years in my past. It feels amazing, we argue sometimes, and that feels kinda shitty, but then the good times feel so incredible that I don't even think about the way the bad times feel.
She's the funniest, most caring, most generous, most loving and most beautiful person I have ever had the privilege to share part of my life with. Seriously, I've never been happier. She is perfect. So perfect that I've stopped doing the usual miki thing, slagging about to make me feel good, flirting with everything that walks, and even perving at every opportunity. Because truth be it, I don't want anyone else.
I don't want anyone to make me feel the way she does. I don't want to feel about anyone else the way I feel about her. I don't want to give the time of day to anyone apart from her. I could and have done literally stay in bed just to talk to her. She's indescribable.
I can't even begin to put into words the way she makes me feel. So I wont.
Jst know that I am happy.
I'm back at Uni too now, and it's completely perfect, like I knew it would be. Lectures are amazing. Freshers was amazing. Working in the su is amazing. Things are looking up. Really looking up.
How is everyone?
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