caught up in the moments

[michaelapaige]

Sometimes I find it hard to believe that while I'm sitting alone thinking about silly little things, life is just flying out the window like some flightless bird. And as I begin to notice this it becomes harder and harder for me to see that I'm not just some little childish girl anymore. I wouldn't be lying if I told you that I knew exactly what I want to accomplish in this life of mine. I can't even tell you if I'm even ready for all of this. I'm sure as hell not ready for this to just walk away and end, I want a proud and happy life. One I can look back on when I'm sixtyfour and tell grandchildren that I was the happiest woman on this planet. It's hard now a days to enjoy your childhood while many parents are so adamantly pushing their children further and further down the road to a career they probably won't like, and that makes me sad to know that parents would go so far as look down on their dreams abd crush them. I'm thankful enough to have parents that, even though they constantly remind me that art is not a good career, are always looking out for me with my intentions in their hearts. No matter how childish they may seem to be. I just wish that all these little girls who are running around like plastic dolls and fake models would for once look themselves in the mirror and notice that little girls shouldn't be looking like that. It breaks me heart.

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