Jun 30, 2008 02:04
I want to do something with my life.
How lame is volunteering anyway - it's totally over done, it would feel empty.
most everything seems to contrived. Has it all been done before? Yes.
I need structure, this isn't literally or figuratively speaking in relative terms. I want structure. I want someone to tell me how to live my life. That is true and untrue. Remove the change, which can collapse my rickety frame of a life.
excerpt from the never to be finished manuscript- [The Fanciful Ocular Perceptions]:
As the light shown in upon the glassiness of your lens,
minute oscillations focus expertly contracting and dilating at the slightest cloud,
the black hole of your pupil lends to losing the light forever bound to be a fleeting energetic pulse to your cerebral thoughts, an idea even though thought as sight (ocular perception)
adieu.