Sep 22, 2004 22:34
* Ok well...this is all crazy... Why is it .. one person gets mad at u.. then it seems likes the whole community is mad at yoU?!? its REDICULOUS!!! i dont understand people some tiems... but this is how its been lately.. its just one person after another after another!! and quite frankly its kinda pissin me off.. i am seriously.. one of the nicest girls u will ever meet.. im not mean to anyone.. And i Go out of my way to be nice to people, even just give them a simple compliment..u never know how bad someones day has been.. and just A couple words can turn it all around... i know how mean people are to me.. and how it makes me feel like shit!!!!! Thats why i try nd be nice to everyone.I dont deserve this no one deserves to feel like that!!. I try so hard, but then i just get walked All over.. i mean even when people are down right MEAN to me.. i just try and smile and tell them to have a good day.. but ive been having to do this so much lately .. that i cant hide my pain anymore.. its beginning to shine right thru my smile.. I cant take this.. Its amazing how u THINK ur friends with someone, but it turns out that they think somethin TOTALLY different of u !
* And all these rumors are elementary Bull shit!!!... So get over them.. if u hear somethin about me.. ASK ME!!!... find out the * Truth *!!!
:-/ Im going to sleep.. im sick of being sad.. if u feel me.. comment..
I hate Drama!!