A little confusion...
Do you ever feel that there is so much that you wish would happen but you are so far from it? Right now, I want to be in a relationship but I want to make sure it is the right choice and it's not going to be some crappy game. I've been with too many guys that adore me in the beginning and then realize that I'm not falling into their game and I am stronger than what they can controln or pictured. Sorry guys- I'm not jsut a dumb blonde.I guess it freaks guys out a little but I am comfortable enough to be consistent with myself and honestly and show who I am in every relationship. What I've come to realize is that I can't make any relationship work...I just need to wait for the right one and the right guy that will step up and be a man, not just a boy. Don't get me wrong, I would casually date someone but- I'm not going to play anymore stupid games. I've given my heart out too many times and the next time will hopefully be worth it. I'm reading a book right now called "I kissed dating goodbye". It's a pretty good book. It's not about actually not dating, it's about not being satisfied with just the ordinary or wrong person. Ok, so I've been asked on some dates and I'm starting to realize that I need to make the right choice. I want to go on a date with a guy. I know he really likes me and I feel that we always have a lot to talk about. There's a deeper meaning of life and christ in our conversations. The only thing is...I just dont want to start something that may have to end. I'm not putting my walls up at all, I just dont want to step into something that may jsut be like every other relationship I have been in. I am willing to wait for the right guy. If anyone has advice...I have open ears...