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I think there are some serious changes that need to be made in my life. TOday I took my math test and for the first time didnt know what I was doing. School is not the only thing that is bothering me, it's jsut directly affected and my mind cannot focus clearly. I feel so helpless... I hate that feeling. Why do I need to keep trying and putting in my effort when I'm obviously the only one that wants to fix it. Instead of trying to hold on to something by myself, I think I'm just going to let go. I'm going to stop looking and just keep giving it to God.