stream of conciousness
what the fuck?
why is everyone so fucking evil?
do i see other people as a reflection of myself?
what happend to all the people i used to be friends with?
did i change?
why do all the women in my life make so many wrong choices?
why do i think i am right about everything?
why am i writing this?
why cant i do anything right?
who is reading this?
am i editing myself in order to cater to an audience?
did i spell cater wrong?
am i going to find a roomate?
are we going to go anywhere when these new songs come out?
am i going to fuck up in the studio?
am i going to find a job for the summer?
am i going to find a roommate?
am i going to delete this post in a few days when im feeling better?
am i going to feel better in a few days?
what did i do to everyone?
why do i feel like im always trying to change myself?
who am i?
does livejournal have a mood to describe how i feel today?
am i a copy of a copy of a copy?
am i unoriginal?
why cant i articulate anything?
what am i complaining about?
why do i feel i have to cover everything with a joke?
what am i hiding?
why do i feel like jerry maguire right now?
what am i gonna do?
do i really know anyone?
does anyone really know me?
why do i overthink everything?
am i overthinking that i overthink everything and really im not overthinking anything?
do i even care?
or do i try so hard not to care about caring?
why do i care so much about other people caring that i care?
what the fuck?
why is everyone so fucking evil?
do i see other people as a reflection of myself?
what happend to all the people i used to be friends with?
did i change?
why do all the women in my life make so many wrong choices?
why do i think i am right about everything?
why am i writing this?
why cant i do anything right?
who is reading this?
am i editing myself in order to cater to an audience?
did i spell cater wrong?
am i going to find a roomate?
are we going to go anywhere when these new songs come out?
am i going to fuck up in the studio?
am i going to find a job for the summer?
am i going to find a roommate?
am i going to delete this post in a few days when im feeling better?
am i going to feel better in a few days?
what did i do to everyone?
why do i feel like im always trying to change myself?
who am i?
does livejournal have a mood to describe how i feel today?
am i a copy of a copy of a copy?
am i unoriginal?
why cant i articulate anything?
what am i complaining about?
why do i feel i have to cover everything with a joke?
what am i hiding?
why do i feel like jerry maguire right now?
what am i gonna do?
do i really know anyone?
does anyone really know me?
why do i overthink everything?
am i overthinking that i overthink everything and really im not overthinking anything?
do i even care?
or do i try so hard not to care about caring?
why do i care so much about other people caring that i care?
what the fuck?