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[michael_patrick]

Ive noticed my moods change alot. One day Ill be extremely happy and the next day I feel like jumping off a mountain. Tonite was Alyssa's birthday so a few of us went to Applebee's. That was cool but then I wasnt very happy after that when I really wanted to be. I was just pissed off. Then I drove Alyssa and Tiff home and kinda wanted to talk to Tiff but instead I got to sit there and listen to her give directions to this guy to get to her house and he didnt even come. I was pretty pissed then. I barely got a " later, gotta go " which made me even more angry. I dont understand girls, I really dont. Then I went to the skatepark to calm myself, then I just got even more pissed when I saw who was there. I broke my board which I hadnt done out of anger in a long time. That pissed me off even more cause I have no money to get a new one now. My trucks engine is falling apart. I broke a motor mount today so now when I drive my engine hits the top of my hood. Not good. I am just not a very happy person tonite. Oh well, fuck it. Ill get over it. No one reads this shit anyway so why the fuck do I keep updating it.

I try to do the right things alot of the time now and it just turns out like shit. My skateboarding is the only thing left really. I think I find a nice girl, but instead I get nothing. Im just a fucking failure and even this high school isnt going to do anything for me. Im going to pass every course and Im still going to fail the math part of AIMS probably by even more now since Ive been away from it for so long. I hate this.

Well on a better note, I put my car up for sale on ebay so go look at it. 1986 Nissan 300zx.