Sep 19, 2006 03:37
I think people are thinking I quit for different reasons than I actually did. It's more than likely concidering only one person knows and it's not Candace or Paul I doubt many of you do. But trust me I didn't lose my passion and in my mind I shouldn't be looked down on for it. So please don't lose respect for me or something.
I don't know if i've been a dick or what lately, but it seems like i'm on everyone's bad side lately. Even Candace and my own mother have been acting kind of cold to me. Seeing as how more than one person has been doing it i'm 90% sure it's something i'm doing. Maybe i'm stressed out I don't know.
I put on my old wrestling shirt today and I noticed how much weight i've gained. Damn. It really didn't do much for my ego so i'm going to cut this short to run around outside for a bit and do some exercises.
What did you expect?
Fools often sometimes forget
Who really knows what's the truth
Often dignified
How funny changing the tide
Feels like you already knew
(Praise) like the devil
(Connect) you would never
(Sick Man) running circles
Feels like you already knew
(Praise) like the devil
(Connect) you would never
(Sick Man) running circles
Feels like you already knew
Save you
I would never
Deny you
Even though your hate for me is strong
(See) I'm not what you
(Think) I'm the one who'll
(Be) what you never
Thought would be nothin' and now
(AFRAID TO OPEN UP YOUR EYES)
And now you realize
Always you lived in a dream
How would it feel if you could
See past the lies
Oblivious to all of my cries
No hope when I knew that you could