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Aunty Sheila died today. It doesnt even feel right writing this. It feels like a horrible joke.
Due to my boss being a complete heartless bitch I've had to go in work all week.
mom got the phone call monday that all the family had been called in to the hospital in brum.
When aunty went in last week, they said it was just an ulcer. but it turns out the cancer had spread.
Monday she was just about able to speak to people, the next day she deteriated badly, her liver shut down and had fluid in her lungs.
One of the best people I have ever met and completly and utterly irreplaceable.
Such a superb person. Will never, ever be forgotton.
Cannot stop my eyes filling with tears, although I still can't believe shes gone.
Feels like time had stood still.
Mom and emma were at the hospital when she passed.
Everytime I think about my aunty sheila not being with us anymore, or feeling any pain, it genuinly hurts.
Never believed in God, but if he does exsist, I know shes there right now. Complete angel she was.
Natalie also told mom at the hospital I was 'the son she never had'.
One of the best people to ever walk this earth, and I shall never, ever, ever forget her.
The times we went to america, the time we were in the van in america listening to 50's covers my the Misfits.
one of my earliest memories was being with her one day when i was a kid, and walking through woolworths, i only hinted at this 'last action hero' toy, and she was on the way to the counter to buy it for me.
and who can forget the caravan holiday to towyn bay where she was a little bit tipsy after a few gins and tonics!
The only thing that gives me a smile is that she left behind 3 superb girls in michelle, natilie and rachel. A superb credit to her. And her memory will live on in them and in our Alfie.
I cannot believe I was only in Birmingham with Billy, Neil, Giles and karl on saturday, and saying how relieved it was an ulcer, and now shes gone forever.
I never went to the hospital in her final days, im glad in a way, because i remember her for what she was, and who she was.
Everything genuinly just seems to have had the volume turned down since she went.
I'm devistated, never felt like this before.
Goodnight Aunty She, I love you so very much X
Due to my boss being a complete heartless bitch I've had to go in work all week.
mom got the phone call monday that all the family had been called in to the hospital in brum.
When aunty went in last week, they said it was just an ulcer. but it turns out the cancer had spread.
Monday she was just about able to speak to people, the next day she deteriated badly, her liver shut down and had fluid in her lungs.
One of the best people I have ever met and completly and utterly irreplaceable.
Such a superb person. Will never, ever be forgotton.
Cannot stop my eyes filling with tears, although I still can't believe shes gone.
Feels like time had stood still.
Mom and emma were at the hospital when she passed.
Everytime I think about my aunty sheila not being with us anymore, or feeling any pain, it genuinly hurts.
Never believed in God, but if he does exsist, I know shes there right now. Complete angel she was.
Natalie also told mom at the hospital I was 'the son she never had'.
One of the best people to ever walk this earth, and I shall never, ever, ever forget her.
The times we went to america, the time we were in the van in america listening to 50's covers my the Misfits.
one of my earliest memories was being with her one day when i was a kid, and walking through woolworths, i only hinted at this 'last action hero' toy, and she was on the way to the counter to buy it for me.
and who can forget the caravan holiday to towyn bay where she was a little bit tipsy after a few gins and tonics!
The only thing that gives me a smile is that she left behind 3 superb girls in michelle, natilie and rachel. A superb credit to her. And her memory will live on in them and in our Alfie.
I cannot believe I was only in Birmingham with Billy, Neil, Giles and karl on saturday, and saying how relieved it was an ulcer, and now shes gone forever.
I never went to the hospital in her final days, im glad in a way, because i remember her for what she was, and who she was.
Everything genuinly just seems to have had the volume turned down since she went.
I'm devistated, never felt like this before.
Goodnight Aunty She, I love you so very much X