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It's been different lately.
Maybe I'll miss these days too, eventually. I really can't stand being without Samantha. I've talked to her on the phone for two hours today, & it's been about two weeks since we've talked. It was good, but I don't know. We'll still joke about the same shit, & we don't act different towards eachother, but she's not here. I was with Jessica last night & we talked about it, & how much everythings changed. I shouldn't have had the vision that I did - that we'd stay up all night, all day, that we'd go everywhere together forever, & do the same crazy shit, forever. I knew it'd end eventually, & most of it has. She lives in Valdosta now, but we're supposedly staying with them the week of the 4th, & cooking out & all that. So, I guess I'll wait & see what happens.
I stayed with Stephanie last night, & some guy that lives near here came over. I don't even remember his name but I remember he just moved down here from the Bronx & had a red flag in his pocket, so I tried not to say much. Haaa. Yeah. It's cool though, because I really like meeting new people, & having new people to hang out with... I just usually compare the things I do now, to the things I used to do, & it just doesn't make me as happy.
Who knows. It's 5 o'clock. I want to go out, do something. But I have no one I feel like seeing. & those I do, aren't really around.
Maybe I'll miss these days too, eventually. I really can't stand being without Samantha. I've talked to her on the phone for two hours today, & it's been about two weeks since we've talked. It was good, but I don't know. We'll still joke about the same shit, & we don't act different towards eachother, but she's not here. I was with Jessica last night & we talked about it, & how much everythings changed. I shouldn't have had the vision that I did - that we'd stay up all night, all day, that we'd go everywhere together forever, & do the same crazy shit, forever. I knew it'd end eventually, & most of it has. She lives in Valdosta now, but we're supposedly staying with them the week of the 4th, & cooking out & all that. So, I guess I'll wait & see what happens.
I stayed with Stephanie last night, & some guy that lives near here came over. I don't even remember his name but I remember he just moved down here from the Bronx & had a red flag in his pocket, so I tried not to say much. Haaa. Yeah. It's cool though, because I really like meeting new people, & having new people to hang out with... I just usually compare the things I do now, to the things I used to do, & it just doesn't make me as happy.
Who knows. It's 5 o'clock. I want to go out, do something. But I have no one I feel like seeing. & those I do, aren't really around.