Naish
WOW!!!! Guess what?? I'm going out with Naish!!!!! (pronounced Nash)
I asked him out Wednesday last week. I seriously have never seen myself this happy before. I finally have that someone. Gosh, I was talking to him haha and he was telling me how he always liked me, but thought I never liked him,a and I was like omg I always liked you and didn't think you liked me haha. So I know theres a good relationship here because we both like each other a lot. And it's not just a matter of liking each other. I mean these past few days he's been really down because of something, and has been calling me for comfort and support, and it makes me feel really good about myself. Especially today he was almost in tears about something and talked to me about it. He's worried about his mom finding out about us. For some reason he doesn't even know of, his mom knows who I am, and that I'm gay. And me and him were going to go to the movies today but his mom wouldn't let him go because she doesn't know me, and she doesn't want me to get feelings for him that he doesn't know about, and doesn't want him getting confused....well tough luck! I'm already going out with him haha!! He was about to tell her right then that he was going out with me but he didn't which I think might have been the right thing. I know my mom knows I'm gay and such, but if I told her I was in a relationship with someone I dunno what she'd do. I think she'd be very upset, scared, or overprotective. But I really like him, he really likes me, and he'll do what he can to keep the relationships going. I send him this sappy email while I was out of town, just telling him how much I like him and stuff. And he said when he read it it was so sweet his heart melted, and on the phone today he told me he loved me. Awww!! So I called him again later and talked and before we hung up I said "I love you Naish." and he giggles and said "Aww I love you too."
I think getting a boyfriend is just what I needed though. I'm happy, I'm not depressed, or down or anything. Noone is bugging me, I'm not jealous of any couples anymore. I'm fully content and such which makes me VERY happy.
I really like the new people I'm involving in my life too, they are a really good influence on me. I'm hanging out with Kendall Trimble and her friends a lot. She's one of the sweetest people I know and I love her to bits. I came to find out her mom, and my moms girlfriend are best friends! And they used to get into lots of trouble when they were kids. I'm also hanging out with Bonnie Lockhart a lot now. I've always known Bonnie, she's always been an inspiration, friend, and coach to me. Within the past year though, I started involving her in the issue sin my life a lot, and she started to do the same. I can honestly say Bonnie is my best friend ever. We're always talking, together, playing around haha. She's an awesome person, and one of the people in my life I can look up to, and call my hero.
I hung out with Josh, Amy, Tony, Melissa last night after I got back from the band trip. I think last night I realized what truly boring people they are. I mean when I hung out with them I had fun. Singing in the car, driving around, yelling at people. But it seems I'm having soooo much more fun with the new people I'm hanging out with. I still like them of course, I don't hate any of them. I just think it's time I've moved on you can say...I've had too much drama, trauma, experiences, and issues with them to the point, it's like, you guys aren't going to be the same, these aren't your right friends. And like all 8th grade teachers tell you, it's High School all throughout your HS life you'll be moving around, and it's true.
Sorry about the like, once in a while Livejournal posts haha. I guess I now only post when I feel I have the time. Ttyl ladies and gents!
~*~ Michael ~*~
I asked him out Wednesday last week. I seriously have never seen myself this happy before. I finally have that someone. Gosh, I was talking to him haha and he was telling me how he always liked me, but thought I never liked him,a and I was like omg I always liked you and didn't think you liked me haha. So I know theres a good relationship here because we both like each other a lot. And it's not just a matter of liking each other. I mean these past few days he's been really down because of something, and has been calling me for comfort and support, and it makes me feel really good about myself. Especially today he was almost in tears about something and talked to me about it. He's worried about his mom finding out about us. For some reason he doesn't even know of, his mom knows who I am, and that I'm gay. And me and him were going to go to the movies today but his mom wouldn't let him go because she doesn't know me, and she doesn't want me to get feelings for him that he doesn't know about, and doesn't want him getting confused....well tough luck! I'm already going out with him haha!! He was about to tell her right then that he was going out with me but he didn't which I think might have been the right thing. I know my mom knows I'm gay and such, but if I told her I was in a relationship with someone I dunno what she'd do. I think she'd be very upset, scared, or overprotective. But I really like him, he really likes me, and he'll do what he can to keep the relationships going. I send him this sappy email while I was out of town, just telling him how much I like him and stuff. And he said when he read it it was so sweet his heart melted, and on the phone today he told me he loved me. Awww!! So I called him again later and talked and before we hung up I said "I love you Naish." and he giggles and said "Aww I love you too."
I think getting a boyfriend is just what I needed though. I'm happy, I'm not depressed, or down or anything. Noone is bugging me, I'm not jealous of any couples anymore. I'm fully content and such which makes me VERY happy.
I really like the new people I'm involving in my life too, they are a really good influence on me. I'm hanging out with Kendall Trimble and her friends a lot. She's one of the sweetest people I know and I love her to bits. I came to find out her mom, and my moms girlfriend are best friends! And they used to get into lots of trouble when they were kids. I'm also hanging out with Bonnie Lockhart a lot now. I've always known Bonnie, she's always been an inspiration, friend, and coach to me. Within the past year though, I started involving her in the issue sin my life a lot, and she started to do the same. I can honestly say Bonnie is my best friend ever. We're always talking, together, playing around haha. She's an awesome person, and one of the people in my life I can look up to, and call my hero.
I hung out with Josh, Amy, Tony, Melissa last night after I got back from the band trip. I think last night I realized what truly boring people they are. I mean when I hung out with them I had fun. Singing in the car, driving around, yelling at people. But it seems I'm having soooo much more fun with the new people I'm hanging out with. I still like them of course, I don't hate any of them. I just think it's time I've moved on you can say...I've had too much drama, trauma, experiences, and issues with them to the point, it's like, you guys aren't going to be the same, these aren't your right friends. And like all 8th grade teachers tell you, it's High School all throughout your HS life you'll be moving around, and it's true.
Sorry about the like, once in a while Livejournal posts haha. I guess I now only post when I feel I have the time. Ttyl ladies and gents!
~*~ Michael ~*~