And all we have left are memories.
i feel like i'm floating right now.
like i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere.
and need someone to throw me up some rocks to weigh me back down to earth.
my dad's phone call at 8 am this morning was one filled with the biggest mix of emotions to date.
he was cheerful.
but sad inside.
a sad that makes your voice crack even through attempts to be cheerful.
a cheerful only to comfort your daughter.
and make sure she knows or at least thinks her father is the strongest man in the world.
the doctors say its my grandfathers final hours.
he's off life support.
in wishes to die naturally.
i dont know how to comprehend/deal with this.
i was lucky enough to see him last week in Florida.
when his health was seemingly doing better than prior days.
and he said goodbye.
and i said goodbye.
I love you Grampaa.
<3
like i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere.
and need someone to throw me up some rocks to weigh me back down to earth.
my dad's phone call at 8 am this morning was one filled with the biggest mix of emotions to date.
he was cheerful.
but sad inside.
a sad that makes your voice crack even through attempts to be cheerful.
a cheerful only to comfort your daughter.
and make sure she knows or at least thinks her father is the strongest man in the world.
the doctors say its my grandfathers final hours.
he's off life support.
in wishes to die naturally.
i dont know how to comprehend/deal with this.
i was lucky enough to see him last week in Florida.
when his health was seemingly doing better than prior days.
and he said goodbye.
and i said goodbye.
I love you Grampaa.
<3