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hung out with brandon again. he's fun. i like him. he has a bmw that drives completely insanely fast. and it's all cool with seats that move all over and recline and it's cool.
i like how cody is still trying to make me feel like shit. but i'm really not caring anymore. he really burnt me out. it's like i don't have any feelings left. like he took them all.
but i really like brandon. so i'm going to keep hanging out with him and take things slow. i don't want to mess things on account of my crazyness.
i would like to make an appointment with the shrink as soon as i get paid. i want to get fixed. i want to get well. i'm so fucking gone right now. i can't even paint anymore. i have no interests. no motivation. it sucks.
well i'm off...i'm tired. time to go to sleep.
i like how cody is still trying to make me feel like shit. but i'm really not caring anymore. he really burnt me out. it's like i don't have any feelings left. like he took them all.
but i really like brandon. so i'm going to keep hanging out with him and take things slow. i don't want to mess things on account of my crazyness.
i would like to make an appointment with the shrink as soon as i get paid. i want to get fixed. i want to get well. i'm so fucking gone right now. i can't even paint anymore. i have no interests. no motivation. it sucks.
well i'm off...i'm tired. time to go to sleep.