blah blah blah and vicoden
so....the drug store is apparently run by nazis. i called my doc cause i'm out of percocets and still in allot of pain. so they called in a perscription and called back around 5 to tell me it was called in. laurel goes to pick it up around 6 and they have no record of it, and if it's a narcotic than it can't be called in. so i'm fucking pissed cause no one is at the dr.s. then the fuckers call me at 20 past 8 to tell me it's ready. like what the fuck!!! like i can just get up and go get it. my sister took my car to pick up my mom. so i had to call igor, hoping he'd actually not drive like an old crippled man and get here in 10 minutes or less. which, he actually did. and i got it in time. and it's vicoden. so i'm pleased. i should be out of my misery soon. so i am now just constanty listening to peter murphy and not really into caring much about things. but evidently adam is all about liking me. i've been talking to him a lot...a whole lot alot. everytime asshole and i had a fight, i went to him. and with this whole cancer thing, he's there. so he's picked me up a few nights and i stayed over there. and he kisses me alot. and last night he asked me to be his girlfriend. and i said yes. i do like him, i told him i have to go really slow with things though because of everything. i just hope i'm not jumping into this too soon. even though that fuckface is...well...a fuckface...i still have allot of feeling for him. which is equally retarded because he never cared for me like i cared for him and he forget me easier than...the easiest thing there is to forget about. but, he was always suspiscious...always thought i was fucking adam behing his back. so this will make him so very secure about that. he should be home from work about nowish...so i think i will call him and see what he's up to. i mean, according to charollette on sex in the city, it takes half the amount of time of the relationship to get over the relationship. which would be three months. and if cody wants me back i'll have to say no. but i want him to cry. but with him, when it's over, it's over and there is no returning, no going back. any ideas? i mean how much time should one have between relationships, for safety. especially when everybody knows each other. and you're going to see the person in the next couple of days. and you've been broken up for a week. maybe i shouldn't have said yes right away. maybe i should have said yes, but not right now. i need a little bit of time to get everything out of my system. i don't want to rush things. but i always do. because i'm a retard....