i am so bored
i should be writing a paper that was due monday but i haven't gone to school all week. i have a test in statistics that i suppose i should study for since i haven't been to class at all. i feel like crap. haven't been taking my pills lately. i make 9 an hour now. hopefully i can save up some money and move out. i might get a new subaru. 2000 new. but not sure. think i'd rather just kinda fix up my car a bit and keep it till it's dead as a doornail because i'd really rather move out on my own and i can't do that with car payments and insurance and all that. i don't know what to get cody for christmas and i really hope i get off like i asked because we are supposed to go to ohio and then to chicago for christmas and if i have a few days off it will be great. no real big rush and he can see his family and i can meet them and what not. my stomach hurts. i overdosed on chinese food today. i can't wait till saturday cause i'll finally get to see cody again and sunday i'm going to see the pixies with richard which should be quite entertaining because he likes to get into fights and then tell people he has cancer and show them his big surgery scars.
i have to get a treasure hunt. i have to pay my ticket. i have to pay my credit card bill. and thats it. i'm not doing any stupid shopping this month. not till the very last minute i will rush around and get a few things for my family. and just keep saving and saving. no stupid shit. i need the money. then i get my taxes back and i should have enough to move out. and hopefully cody will move with me. it would be grand. really it would. my stomach still hurts. and i suppose i should go and write that paper. i hate school. i'm going to stop going and become a contractor. i hope by the summer i can buy a beat up ford f150 for less than 600 so i can work with willy again. i absolutly love building shit. i had a great summer. and with a truck we could haul a whole lot more shit. even a machine. then we could get more jobs, bigger jobs, and get them all done really fast and make a lot of money. if i had a truck i could easilly get paid 12 an hour this summer. that plus my job at home depot would really allow me to save up quite a bundle. i wonder how much longer i need to pay off that credit card....hmmmm...200 a month....1200...maybe 6 months or something like that. not too bad. can't wait till i'm done with that shit. get my credit looking good so i can maybe get a loan or mortgage or something. would be great to have my own house by the time i'm 25. but, we'll see. time for me to do some work.
i have to get a treasure hunt. i have to pay my ticket. i have to pay my credit card bill. and thats it. i'm not doing any stupid shopping this month. not till the very last minute i will rush around and get a few things for my family. and just keep saving and saving. no stupid shit. i need the money. then i get my taxes back and i should have enough to move out. and hopefully cody will move with me. it would be grand. really it would. my stomach still hurts. and i suppose i should go and write that paper. i hate school. i'm going to stop going and become a contractor. i hope by the summer i can buy a beat up ford f150 for less than 600 so i can work with willy again. i absolutly love building shit. i had a great summer. and with a truck we could haul a whole lot more shit. even a machine. then we could get more jobs, bigger jobs, and get them all done really fast and make a lot of money. if i had a truck i could easilly get paid 12 an hour this summer. that plus my job at home depot would really allow me to save up quite a bundle. i wonder how much longer i need to pay off that credit card....hmmmm...200 a month....1200...maybe 6 months or something like that. not too bad. can't wait till i'm done with that shit. get my credit looking good so i can maybe get a loan or mortgage or something. would be great to have my own house by the time i'm 25. but, we'll see. time for me to do some work.