Think About the Future!
Although i talked about this earlier I've been moved to bring it up once again. In roughly half a year (i could be wrong) there will be a massive exodus of everyone i know. The large majority of them will be moving to san fransisco, and as you all know I don't want to be stuck in stockton; especially not alone. It seems the majority of my friends seem to think the same thing,Liza brought up that she's been wanting to move for a while now; and a few days ago as David, Jessy and I were sitting in Denny's talk of the future came up. David said his brother wanted him to move to Japan with him and start going to school again (which is a rare oppertunity imho) while jessy and I decided we wanted to move to San Fran also. But there is somewhat of a problem, I'm not sure what I would do if/when i moved up there i mean i can save money now and then be set for a bit... hopefully. I mean i would love to go to some form of art related school up there, but schools have a tendancy to cost a lot as well as want some form of previous academic records... all bad in my case. Hell i'd move to Japan with david if his brother permitted; but thats a shot in the dark. Basically I've been thinking a lot on what to do with myself in the next coming months (after con season) Its been a hard decision on what to do. The easiest course of action would be to save up some money and start going to delta and just get some credits and let everyone go then move on to some school; but I *dont* want to make new friends I already love the ones I have and have no intent on losing/replacing them. Not to mention I dont think i'm too good at actually making freinds... The second course of action is somewhat of a gamble, Save up the rest of this year move to san fran find a job up there find a school up there, live life accordingly. Although i really like the idea of living in San Fran (i've always loved the atmosphere of the city) I'm just not really sure on what to do; not to mention i dont even know what schools *are* there although i'm sure there are a lot of art related ones respectively. I guess i'll find out in the next few months then; although its going to take a lot of work on my part, it will all be worth it in the end.