Sleepless
I can't fall asleep, I usually have a hard time doing it anyway because it's like at night thats when all the bad thoughts come into my head.
Like my kitty boots has been missing for a while because of this other cat that is around my house and him got into a fight, I havn't found him and I feel like a bad person or something.
It's like the things I forget t worry about during the day really start to bother me. I hate not being able to fall asleep and not being able to call Ethan, he can make it all better, he's the only person I've ever known that can make all my problems melt away. I feel bad because I can't do that for him. I'm not so good with my wording of things. Like that, what the hell was that!
Usually just talking about the things that are pounding around in my brain helps me fall asleep. Hopefully this will help.
I finished the flyer for the skate park show, now theres going to be five bands, bad news bears. Thats a whole lot more than the planned 3 that the parks distrct approved.
Here is my work of art
(hopefully that worked)
I'm feeling a wee bit better, maybe Ethan will call to leave me a messege and then i can talk to him and fully fall asleep.
Good night,
Oh and that pepsi did not help the situation at allllllll
Like my kitty boots has been missing for a while because of this other cat that is around my house and him got into a fight, I havn't found him and I feel like a bad person or something.
It's like the things I forget t worry about during the day really start to bother me. I hate not being able to fall asleep and not being able to call Ethan, he can make it all better, he's the only person I've ever known that can make all my problems melt away. I feel bad because I can't do that for him. I'm not so good with my wording of things. Like that, what the hell was that!
Usually just talking about the things that are pounding around in my brain helps me fall asleep. Hopefully this will help.
I finished the flyer for the skate park show, now theres going to be five bands, bad news bears. Thats a whole lot more than the planned 3 that the parks distrct approved.
Here is my work of art
(hopefully that worked)
I'm feeling a wee bit better, maybe Ethan will call to leave me a messege and then i can talk to him and fully fall asleep.
Good night,
Oh and that pepsi did not help the situation at allllllll