Yup
Well i'm still trying to get over being heartbroken....but we will just have to see how this goes...He's kind of still stringing me along here...one minute he acts like he really likes me, and the next he's acting like he couldn't care less. This is all confusing the hell out of me. I wish he would just tell me one way or the other. Because if he doesn't like me then I can just be friends with him and get the fuck over it...but if he does like me...then I need to know so I can work from there....this whole not knowing thing is DRIVING ME CRAZY!! But at the same time I REALLY don't want to scare the shit out of him...GOD DAMN i'm turning into a fucking girl!! And for those of you who know me...that will be really creepy...I was wearing a DRESS FOR GODS SAKE!! ....A DRESS!!! I really need to just reel in my emotions and just do what I've always done when I like a guy...fuck it...usually I just don't give a shit. If it happens it happens...If not then that's ok too...And I have NEVER waited by the phone for a guy to call....EVER!! This is getting out of hand...I need to resolve this soon...before I really do turn into a girl!!