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not that you all want to know, but this is my journal i'll say what i want..... last night after i took a shower... i looked at myself in the mirror.. im getting fat.. ahh.. i hope its PMS or just the whole.. gain before you lose shit.
so i did call him the other day. talked to him for like 2 seconds cuz he was clocking into work. so he'd call, he didnt, i tried... so finally thanksgiving he answers, i ask him to come stop by and see me.. he says no but call him later. ok... so i said id call him and i never did.. im sick of having to be the only one that tries and it doesnt accomplish anything.
i hate reading other people's journals and seeing how much fun they have with their friends and all that jazz... gawd i wish i was back in kansas. i just wanna see how everyone i grew up with turned out (most of my friends are drunks now) and hang with katie.. we always had something to do. if not atleast i had someone to sit around the house and get fat with :-P i cried a million times on thanks giving... that isnt supposed to happen, but i wanna be with my kansas friends and my full family.
so i did call him the other day. talked to him for like 2 seconds cuz he was clocking into work. so he'd call, he didnt, i tried... so finally thanksgiving he answers, i ask him to come stop by and see me.. he says no but call him later. ok... so i said id call him and i never did.. im sick of having to be the only one that tries and it doesnt accomplish anything.
i hate reading other people's journals and seeing how much fun they have with their friends and all that jazz... gawd i wish i was back in kansas. i just wanna see how everyone i grew up with turned out (most of my friends are drunks now) and hang with katie.. we always had something to do. if not atleast i had someone to sit around the house and get fat with :-P i cried a million times on thanks giving... that isnt supposed to happen, but i wanna be with my kansas friends and my full family.