My shit's fucked up, yo
I'm so goddamned dizzy. Yesterday, we were playing paintball and everything was fine and good, until I started to feel funny. I started walking back to the reload point (basically a "home-free" zone), and not even half way there...
BLAM!
...I'm no longer walking, but stumbling to the reload area. That was it for me. No more paintball after that (I also sat down in a creek, which was an epic fail). After we got back to Mike's and I had food, drink and Wii, I started to feel a bit better.
It's not so bad today, but I'm still pretty dizzy and now I have a roaring headache, which advil has taken care of for now. I'm trying to stop taking painkillers for headaches and stuff, but it was pretty bad, so I broke. I knew changing medication would be a little weird, but goddamn. I was supposed to get my transcript and hand out resumes today. I could still probably get my transcript, but I can't walk around George St. like this.
There's always something standing in my way these days. Whether it's my own fears/anxiety/laziness, or something like what's going on now. But at least these days I feel more like overcoming all of it, and that makes me feel a bit better in itself.
BLAM!
...I'm no longer walking, but stumbling to the reload area. That was it for me. No more paintball after that (I also sat down in a creek, which was an epic fail). After we got back to Mike's and I had food, drink and Wii, I started to feel a bit better.
It's not so bad today, but I'm still pretty dizzy and now I have a roaring headache, which advil has taken care of for now. I'm trying to stop taking painkillers for headaches and stuff, but it was pretty bad, so I broke. I knew changing medication would be a little weird, but goddamn. I was supposed to get my transcript and hand out resumes today. I could still probably get my transcript, but I can't walk around George St. like this.
There's always something standing in my way these days. Whether it's my own fears/anxiety/laziness, or something like what's going on now. But at least these days I feel more like overcoming all of it, and that makes me feel a bit better in itself.