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So I keep meaning to update this thing but every time I go to do it my hormones are raging and I either want try to type something really depressing or really mean. so if this comes out as either of those then I give you permission (for once) to blame it on my period, an affliction from which I am currently suffering. Anyway. So ya. Well this semester is kinda sort turning to poo academically. While I can drawn the line between it and other aspects of my charmed life, the truth is that I just haven't been feeling very motivated. I think its too soon in my other mess to say that I need to up the medication or start going to a psychologist, but I have considered both options. I know that everything I am feeling is normal and expected, but I am not sure if the way I cope with these things is. I have a tendency to dwell and torture myself over things I cannot help or change or control and when I do this I become preoccupied with my problems and my priorities become a bit distorted. They should really sell relationship insurance. Anyway, long story short is that I am not doing as well in my classes as I should be and I may be in danger of not passing one of them. May be. There is till time for a miracle. However, I have discovered that I can still get my associates at the end of summer if I switch my degree plan and then pile on some social science and humanities electives during summer. This way I still have my automatic entrance into ODU. But like I said, I may be able to fix things and finish the plan I have been on. We'll see.
In much more happy news, Melissa and I are working on finding an apartment together! w00t!!! We're planning on apartment hunting this weekend and I have my fingers crossed that we'll find an affordable luxury apartment with full amenities in Ghent......a girl can dream. I mostly want something that allows kitties and is close to ODU. Melissa wants something with parking and where she won't get shot. I think between us we can find something. The game is afoot!!!
Um what else......Cassi kidnapped my Ashley and stole her away to england!!!!!! Or Ireland? Where are you now? I can't keep track of you. Regardless, give her back!!!! She's mine I tell you! MINE!!!! We're like this *does her little fingers crossed soul mate sign thing that she does* I hope you two are having fun but not too much and don't forget to drink to me and Audrey....and maybe a sip for Jay.
Arrg. It's 1:40 so I really need to get to bed so I can get up early to finish studying for my precalc test. Ick. At least thats one class I know I will do relatively well in. Anyway. Ta ta my lovelies! Oh and listen to KT Tunstall!!! I have been listening to her for the last few weeks and I love her....and her music...oh and for the love of Jay would somebody leave me a comment or something?? I need a purpose for obsessivly sitting at my computer so my mom can't be all like "how bout you go for a walk" or soemthing silly like that. do people even do that anymore? I thought Segways took care of that epidemic? anyway. Night night.
In much more happy news, Melissa and I are working on finding an apartment together! w00t!!! We're planning on apartment hunting this weekend and I have my fingers crossed that we'll find an affordable luxury apartment with full amenities in Ghent......a girl can dream. I mostly want something that allows kitties and is close to ODU. Melissa wants something with parking and where she won't get shot. I think between us we can find something. The game is afoot!!!
Um what else......Cassi kidnapped my Ashley and stole her away to england!!!!!! Or Ireland? Where are you now? I can't keep track of you. Regardless, give her back!!!! She's mine I tell you! MINE!!!! We're like this *does her little fingers crossed soul mate sign thing that she does* I hope you two are having fun but not too much and don't forget to drink to me and Audrey....and maybe a sip for Jay.
Arrg. It's 1:40 so I really need to get to bed so I can get up early to finish studying for my precalc test. Ick. At least thats one class I know I will do relatively well in. Anyway. Ta ta my lovelies! Oh and listen to KT Tunstall!!! I have been listening to her for the last few weeks and I love her....and her music...oh and for the love of Jay would somebody leave me a comment or something?? I need a purpose for obsessivly sitting at my computer so my mom can't be all like "how bout you go for a walk" or soemthing silly like that. do people even do that anymore? I thought Segways took care of that epidemic? anyway. Night night.