Are you well in the Suffering?
I've noticed myself becoming increasingly negative lately. I think its due to a) the stress of school/strained relationships/work and b)being surrounded by negativity. I have it coming at me from all directions- girlfriend, friends, coworkers. The negativity in most cases has nothing to do to me, but I've apparently put up a sign that says "Advice 5 Cents" and like Lucy, I'm becoming a little bitch. Hearing about everyone's problems creates a problem for the listener, eventually. I normally don't mind, but maybe there is something wrong with me. Maybe I need to talk about it. Life is what you make of it. Goddamnit, you emo kid depressed motherfuckers, look at the good things. Look at the people that love you, the school that you are good at, the job that you take pride in... I don't care what it is, but look at the good things. As for me, I'll be better when you're better. The only reason that I've listened to everyone's problems is that it makes me feel better to help others feel better, if that makes sense, good. If not, piss off. For me, the bright things are as follows: 1) I have a buyer flying in to pick up the Taurus next Friday, 85% sure. 2) Finally going to start working on the Subaru tonight. 3) People do, in fact, love me. Most of the time, the feeling is mutual. Stop looking for something to bitch about and fucking be happy. At least that's what I'm telling myself. You and I should follow my advice.