eighteen.
Spring break. It makes me sad to know that everyone is going away to Florida. And I mean everyone.
I've realized a couple of things. I went to the eye doctor today because there's been a bloodspot on my eye lately. I figured it was just from straining it too much and that all I needed was to rest them during my days off from school. When the doctor said that it was a little more serious than that (some incredibly long german guy's name-syndrome), I felt kind of disappointed because I hate feeling like I can't take care of myself and that I have to rely on some kind of medication.
School was... idk. I got really emotional at stations of the cross after hearing the sad stories of people that have to carry really depressing burdens worse than my own. Then they showed us the video about Darfur. I kind of bugged out about the whole thing and until now I am convinced that I am going to join B.P. in the Peace Corps. Oh and then I watched a few of my guyfriends become Neo-Nazi skinhead lookalikes. And then people got their dirty, smelly feet washed by the assistant principal. Ha.
But overall today was a good reflection day. I pondered over issues in my own life that I really want to improve on, and I'm trying really hard to set goals because that's something I'm not very good at. I want to build the relationships I have with people, and to be a better friend. I want to try and put more of myself into doing what is right. I want to make a difference this spring break, no matter how small.
I've realized a couple of things. I went to the eye doctor today because there's been a bloodspot on my eye lately. I figured it was just from straining it too much and that all I needed was to rest them during my days off from school. When the doctor said that it was a little more serious than that (some incredibly long german guy's name-syndrome), I felt kind of disappointed because I hate feeling like I can't take care of myself and that I have to rely on some kind of medication.
School was... idk. I got really emotional at stations of the cross after hearing the sad stories of people that have to carry really depressing burdens worse than my own. Then they showed us the video about Darfur. I kind of bugged out about the whole thing and until now I am convinced that I am going to join B.P. in the Peace Corps. Oh and then I watched a few of my guyfriends become Neo-Nazi skinhead lookalikes. And then people got their dirty, smelly feet washed by the assistant principal. Ha.
But overall today was a good reflection day. I pondered over issues in my own life that I really want to improve on, and I'm trying really hard to set goals because that's something I'm not very good at. I want to build the relationships I have with people, and to be a better friend. I want to try and put more of myself into doing what is right. I want to make a difference this spring break, no matter how small.