Oct 19, 2005 23:05
I can't bare not even talking to her. I can't live with the small drama that causes me to rant on the phone with her all the time. I'm so happy, actually happy when talking to her. When I'm alone, a mental fucking wreck. In public I hide it all with a vibrant mask. She is everything to me. Meaning more then life itself. Nothing happens in my life even worth thinking about but her. The nights and days grow long. Breathing in sour air, I can't even think straight. It's as if I'm on a bad trip until I hear her voice. Once we hang up, everything comes in a state of confusion and horrid thoughts.
I love erin more then anything. Even more then my music, my Razed in Black or Society 1 autographs. I would trade all that shit in, just to be with her.