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I am seeing daniel in 17 days. O my fucking god. I dont know many of you who could comprehend my excitement...but its huge. I love my brother so much (i think paris know how i feel...because last time i check..which was too recently...she loved hers). I havn't seen him in over 8 months. He is graduating from wildnerness camp tomorrow. I am so happy for him...he seems to have grown a lot. It going to be a complete mix of utter excitement and a confusing mix of awkwardness. What am i supposed to say to him? I know ill cry..i know ill be weak, but i ownt be able to help it..i really wont. I know the hot tears will pour out of my face and ill feel happy, and sad and angered at myself for crying. But nonetheless ill do it. blah that way so cheesy...but true ( i think) blah fuck this..i suck ass