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Hmm, can't sleep. So obviously the logical place to go is LJ. I just got done filming for this Japanese project we are doing (yes at 6:30AM). I think it's going to turn out well. Probably gonna get it on the internet eventually so you all can see me in my complete dorky splendor. If we can finish in time. XD
I have class in only a few hours, but I just don't care. I don't care about much of anything though, lol. I signed the lease for my new apartment today, so I'll be moving in there in August. I am really excited about it to be honest. I think I am ready to live alone. ^^
In other exciting news, I still have bronchitis, or something. I dunno I have been coughing for over 3 weeks now, and having trouble breathing. Just not fun. >_> Not really sure what to do to combat this; I have just been using my inhaler a lot, and coughing up really fun things. :D It's hot. I guess I could go back to the doctor, but I just do NOT have time to waste sitting in a waiting room for 4 hours again. I am already skipping classes weekly just to get things taken care of and still managing to remain behind in almost everything. On top of the issue of not breathing, I did something to hurt my jaw, so every time I cough (or move my mouth really), there is this terrible pain on the right side of my face. <.< Exciting I know.
I am just hoping a bus accidentally runs me over or I happen to trip and fall on a knife. XD It's great too because you can say things like that to people and they don't think you are serious. I do a pretty good job at covering up who I am and pretending everything is fine though. Some of my close friends (hah, oh wait I meant online friends) seem to be noticing, and even my parents are getting on my case about it though. I wish I could sleep. All I want to do is sleep, and my body just will not let me. Hurray for mental issues. I'm a fucking pansy-ass suicidal; too scared to even do it myself. I just want it to end. Anyways, this psychotic slut whore bitch cunt is going to try to sleep for about 1 hour. See you guys later. ^^
I have class in only a few hours, but I just don't care. I don't care about much of anything though, lol. I signed the lease for my new apartment today, so I'll be moving in there in August. I am really excited about it to be honest. I think I am ready to live alone. ^^
In other exciting news, I still have bronchitis, or something. I dunno I have been coughing for over 3 weeks now, and having trouble breathing. Just not fun. >_> Not really sure what to do to combat this; I have just been using my inhaler a lot, and coughing up really fun things. :D It's hot. I guess I could go back to the doctor, but I just do NOT have time to waste sitting in a waiting room for 4 hours again. I am already skipping classes weekly just to get things taken care of and still managing to remain behind in almost everything. On top of the issue of not breathing, I did something to hurt my jaw, so every time I cough (or move my mouth really), there is this terrible pain on the right side of my face. <.< Exciting I know.
I am just hoping a bus accidentally runs me over or I happen to trip and fall on a knife. XD It's great too because you can say things like that to people and they don't think you are serious. I do a pretty good job at covering up who I am and pretending everything is fine though. Some of my close friends (hah, oh wait I meant online friends) seem to be noticing, and even my parents are getting on my case about it though. I wish I could sleep. All I want to do is sleep, and my body just will not let me. Hurray for mental issues. I'm a fucking pansy-ass suicidal; too scared to even do it myself. I just want it to end. Anyways, this psychotic slut whore bitch cunt is going to try to sleep for about 1 hour. See you guys later. ^^