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+ it seemed like something to take my mind off things tonight
[besides helping milina with an essay lol]
THIS YEAR:
10 things you remember
[1.] any time spent with becky alone *winks* ^_^_^_^_^ XD
[2.] PARTIES GALORE
[3.] marybeth and i give eliz a hickey
[4.] cali-trip
[5.] meeting new friends at antioch [cindy, kate, "more people....sorry......too lazy to find paper i wrote names on........]
[6.] 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!
[7.] stress/heart problems galore....ugh
[8.] any time spent with my friends!!
[9.] monkey and squirrel story i made for suzie one day lol
[10.] few days after 1 year anni: i held becky close to me, we made out, hands wandered across her angelic face and likewise to me....and "other" places for a good...8-10 hours...*blinks* scary isn't it ^_^ [JUST FOR ELIZ....since she asked me to put details]
9 Things You Regret
[1.] worrying people with my problems
[2.] drowning my sorrow in pain, hunger, and solitude
[3.] not being able to let go of past, hurtful things...
[4.] not being for people more than i could have :(
[5.] getting into some people's business i really shouldn't have...but i did...
[6.] not giving presents on-time for christmas :(
[7.] made fun of a few people i really shouldn't have.....now i feel bad for that...
[8.] [can't think of any more]
[9.] [can't think of any more]
8 Movies You Saw
[1.] Skrek 2
[2.] Spiderman 2
[3.] The Notebook [seriously +_+]
[4.] [4 -> 8..it might take me a couple days to remember -_-]
[5.]
[6.]
[7.]
[8.]
7 Things You Learned
[1.] find out who you can trust...and who is just wearing a mask
[2.] a picture is worth a 1000 words, but a feeling can last a lifetime [hehe...i make that up]
[3.] try not to smile so painfully
[4.] find the person you want to spend your life with, hold them tight and never let them go
[5.] make a good balance between stress and carefree living [is possible]
[6.] by more freakin cologne +_+
[7.] get a balance between exercise and eating....................[don't ask...]
6 Things I Bought
[1.] gold teddy bear pendant for becky
[2.] some gifts for people
[3.] burned porn for marc
[4.] posters
[5.] food?
[6.] Eliz's baby
5 People You Will Never Forget
[1.] Becky
[2.] milina
[3.] jared
[4.] & [5.][honestly...i can't forget any one of my friends....i love you all too much]
4 People You Met
[1.] Cindy
[2.] Kate [not from trinity...oh god.....]
[3.] antioch people [who i only started to talk to...kinda...a few days ago]
[4.] damien [camille's brother]
3 People You Couldn't Live Without
[1.] Becky
[2.] weirdly enough...the tiny, evil thing [aka Kayla aka my evil sister X_X]
[3.] [every one of my friends are here as well....i don't know what i would do without you all!!]
2 People You Love
[1.] BECKY
[2.] every single of my friends *hugs everyone*
1 Most Rememorable Thing In 2004
[1.] through the hardships...through the horrible pains...through almost everything possible that can go wrong...everyone found someone to share their pains with...becky and i have grown together to accept somethings about each other and throughout the year i kept finding more and more that i love her so...through the shittiest and horrible darkness that has clouded our minds...everone has a small sliver of light...mine is becky and my friends...for others...it maybe different...but im goin to hold onto mine as long as i can and never let go
*hugs everyone*
i love you all!!
I LOVE YOU BECKY!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
+ it seemed like something to take my mind off things tonight
[besides helping milina with an essay lol]
THIS YEAR:
10 things you remember
[1.] any time spent with becky alone *winks* ^_^_^_^_^ XD
[2.] PARTIES GALORE
[3.] marybeth and i give eliz a hickey
[4.] cali-trip
[5.] meeting new friends at antioch [cindy, kate, "more people....sorry......too lazy to find paper i wrote names on........]
[6.] 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!
[7.] stress/heart problems galore....ugh
[8.] any time spent with my friends!!
[9.] monkey and squirrel story i made for suzie one day lol
[10.] few days after 1 year anni: i held becky close to me, we made out, hands wandered across her angelic face and likewise to me....and "other" places for a good...8-10 hours...*blinks* scary isn't it ^_^ [JUST FOR ELIZ....since she asked me to put details]
9 Things You Regret
[1.] worrying people with my problems
[2.] drowning my sorrow in pain, hunger, and solitude
[3.] not being able to let go of past, hurtful things...
[4.] not being for people more than i could have :(
[5.] getting into some people's business i really shouldn't have...but i did...
[6.] not giving presents on-time for christmas :(
[7.] made fun of a few people i really shouldn't have.....now i feel bad for that...
[8.] [can't think of any more]
[9.] [can't think of any more]
8 Movies You Saw
[1.] Skrek 2
[2.] Spiderman 2
[3.] The Notebook [seriously +_+]
[4.] [4 -> 8..it might take me a couple days to remember -_-]
[5.]
[6.]
[7.]
[8.]
7 Things You Learned
[1.] find out who you can trust...and who is just wearing a mask
[2.] a picture is worth a 1000 words, but a feeling can last a lifetime [hehe...i make that up]
[3.] try not to smile so painfully
[4.] find the person you want to spend your life with, hold them tight and never let them go
[5.] make a good balance between stress and carefree living [is possible]
[6.] by more freakin cologne +_+
[7.] get a balance between exercise and eating....................[don't ask...]
6 Things I Bought
[1.] gold teddy bear pendant for becky
[2.] some gifts for people
[3.] burned porn for marc
[4.] posters
[5.] food?
[6.] Eliz's baby
5 People You Will Never Forget
[1.] Becky
[2.] milina
[3.] jared
[4.] & [5.][honestly...i can't forget any one of my friends....i love you all too much]
4 People You Met
[1.] Cindy
[2.] Kate [not from trinity...oh god.....]
[3.] antioch people [who i only started to talk to...kinda...a few days ago]
[4.] damien [camille's brother]
3 People You Couldn't Live Without
[1.] Becky
[2.] weirdly enough...the tiny, evil thing [aka Kayla aka my evil sister X_X]
[3.] [every one of my friends are here as well....i don't know what i would do without you all!!]
2 People You Love
[1.] BECKY
[2.] every single of my friends *hugs everyone*
1 Most Rememorable Thing In 2004
[1.] through the hardships...through the horrible pains...through almost everything possible that can go wrong...everyone found someone to share their pains with...becky and i have grown together to accept somethings about each other and throughout the year i kept finding more and more that i love her so...through the shittiest and horrible darkness that has clouded our minds...everone has a small sliver of light...mine is becky and my friends...for others...it maybe different...but im goin to hold onto mine as long as i can and never let go
*hugs everyone*
i love you all!!
I LOVE YOU BECKY!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE