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Early night for a saturday. i feel i should stay home more often,
i hardly ever see my parents, or family at all any more. I feel
guilty that i don't even feel guilty enough to stay home to
spend time with them. I think i lie too much and don't give them
the respect i should be... and frankly, i usually don't even care.
But the thing is, deep down i really do care, but i just don't care
enough to actually do it... Am i making sense? I definitely think i
have problems. Been having a marvelous summer so far...for the most part.
There are the occassional occurances that cause me to feel anger or sadness,
although not many people would even notice...at least i don't think they do.
Anyway i hope the summer gets better, and i hope i don't totally ruin it
by feeling the way i've been currently feeling...
I'm not quite sure what i feel most of the time, so excuse my major pmsing if you
happen to be in the presence of me being a stressful, grumpy tard.
i usually don't post such entries in which i write about how i'm feeling,
but i'm feeling pretty crappy at the moment and needed to let some of it
out. Anyway, enough with my complaining, how have you guys been?
i hardly ever see my parents, or family at all any more. I feel
guilty that i don't even feel guilty enough to stay home to
spend time with them. I think i lie too much and don't give them
the respect i should be... and frankly, i usually don't even care.
But the thing is, deep down i really do care, but i just don't care
enough to actually do it... Am i making sense? I definitely think i
have problems. Been having a marvelous summer so far...for the most part.
There are the occassional occurances that cause me to feel anger or sadness,
although not many people would even notice...at least i don't think they do.
Anyway i hope the summer gets better, and i hope i don't totally ruin it
by feeling the way i've been currently feeling...
I'm not quite sure what i feel most of the time, so excuse my major pmsing if you
happen to be in the presence of me being a stressful, grumpy tard.
i usually don't post such entries in which i write about how i'm feeling,
but i'm feeling pretty crappy at the moment and needed to let some of it
out. Anyway, enough with my complaining, how have you guys been?